Have you ever had one of those nights where you JUST CAN'T SLEEP? 
You've tried closing your eyes and counting sheep, listening to music, reading a book, talking to yourself... You have tried everything you could think of except for drugs and/or alcohol. Nothing worked. You just can't get your mind to shut off. 

I've been like this lately. I can't get my lids to close, my body to relax, and my mind to sweep me off into Sebastian Stan's arms. Nope. All I get is questions with no real answers, and bizarre thoughts that has no specific meaning. Like for example: how much trouble would I get in if I tye dyed my cat Tia or what elephants glowed in the dark or if Oklahoma ever had a Sharknado and I survived, could I keep one of the sharks as a pet. I would totally name her Tsunami. 
 Anyways, thats what I think about until I finally do go to sleep. I'm not much of a sleeper. I toss and I turn and I talk and I sweat. Not to mention my cat has to sleep on my face. How do you sleep? Are you an easy sleeper or an troublesome sleeper like me? If you are like me then I sympathize. The cat doesn't help with the sweating.
And when I finally do get to sleep, I have the best dreams in the world. Book worthy. Poetic, enchanting, magnificent, romantic, charming, nicely, and I REMEMBER THEM!! I can actually remember a good portion of my dreams. The only problem is I can't write them down. When I have the pen in my hand I don't know where to start and it saddens me. How many of you have movie script worthy dreams? Like if I could make a movie on my dreams I would. I could play myself and Nathan Sykes could play my hunky dream lover. 
The movie would be rated R... For romance not for dirty scenes... maybe...
So here's the newest question for you to ponder. Which of your dreams would you make into a movie and what would you name it? I would name mine Heart Vacancy Girl. If you are a The Wanted fan then you will know what I mean. ;)
Now for an important issue... blogging. Guys, I really have no idea what I am doing. So send me some topics to discuss or some ideas for me to make this a little more interesting. Or if you just wanna chat I'm into that too. Next Blog will be Would You Rather. So if you have some... send them and I will answer. 
I would choose the wand... only because Darth Vader is not my dad. Although he maybe my crazy uncle... 
So keep in touch with me. I love you guys! <3

And your opinion matters, not just your opinion but you matter too. So speak up. Until next time...
Peace, Love, and All Things Worth Blogging,
Olivia :)

 
 
I have never blogged before. I never saw the point in it, really. I kept questioning myself (like I always seem to do) and it kept getting put off, pulled to the back of my mind, or thrown away like old molded food. What would you talk about? Can you write it well enough for others to understand? Are you smart enough, talented enough, open enough, or brave enough to post? Are you really willing to put your opinions, your inner most thoughts, your deepest secrets on the interwebs for everyone and I mean EVERYONE to read them? Will I be able to handle the haters that come with it and the bullies that will try to break you and make you cry?
 
Does my opinion even matter?

But I'm a crazy girl with stupid tendencies so I'm gonna do what I want to do. I'm starting this blog (that will probably end up being completely horrible with 0 views) and saying Fuck Off to all the haters that come my way. After all I deal with bullies all my life (on Twitter, Facebook, School, Work, Family) and I never backed down before, why should I now? So I'm shaking off my worries and my questionings and pushing myself to write down how I really feel. If I don't get any views then Oh Well. Life goes on. If I get some then I'll put on my Sombrero and party like I'm Lady GaGa.

Now here's the BIGGEST question. How do I start off my blog? I guess I could write down my confession, my life story but it would be long and utterly boring. I was born Texan, raised Oklahoman, and just started living on my own. Graduated from a 2 year college, has many siblings, relatives, and friends... and LOTS OF PETS!!!!! I work as a cashier and I am trying to act like an adult but all I wanna do is throw some slime in someone's face or sit at home with a Reese and watch Micky Mouse Club House. I just want to forget about groceries, rent, laundry, running out of toilet paper, dishes... and I HATE DISHES!!!!! But I can't I have to act like every other responsible 21 year old... I just wanna be a kid forever. Peter Pan, come get me! I want to go to Never Never Land! I'll be your Wendy!!!!
And as for my personality, for who I am, I'm not sure. I'm crazy, rebellious, hateful, dark, and evil (but not like The Joker... I'm not that crazy and evil) but then I can also be the sweetest person on earth and friendly and I would do anything for a friend. Hell, if a cat was stuck in a burning building I'd probably run in for it. Any animal, really. Well, maybe not an elephant. I'd probably be too busy wondering how the elephant got  into the house in the first place as it caught fire. Poor imaginary elephant. Moment of silence please.
But I'm not sure who I am. I mean is anyone really sure of who they are? Can you tell me straight up that you are the same person you were when you went to sleep as the person you were when you woke up? I can't. I KNOW I can't. When I'm asleep I'm a famous writer who is the beautiful girlfriend of Nathan Sykes and when I wake up I'm a Dollar Store Clerk. See totally not the same person. Plus, who I am yesterday is never the person I am tomorrow. I mature as I age, I become wiser and my opinions on things change or my feelings on things change or the way I feel like dressing changes. The point is I can't tell you who I am when I'm not sure who I am myself. 
So... How do I start off my blog?
Well, the only way I can think of doing it is by saying "Hi, I'm Olivia Green and these are my opinions on Everything and Nothing." Because truth is I have no idea what the hell I'm doing. 
So here's my question for you... Can you tell me who you are? and any suggestions on what to blog is welcomed.
My opinion matters... and so does yours!
 
Peace, Love, and all things worth blogging,
Olivia :)