I have never blogged before. I never saw the point in it, really. I kept questioning myself (like I always seem to do) and it kept getting put off, pulled to the back of my mind, or thrown away like old molded food. What would you talk about? Can you write it well enough for others to understand? Are you smart enough, talented enough, open enough, or brave enough to post? Are you really willing to put your opinions, your inner most thoughts, your deepest secrets on the interwebs for everyone and I mean EVERYONE to read them? Will I be able to handle the haters that come with it and the bullies that will try to break you and make you cry?
Does my opinion even matter?

But I'm a crazy girl with stupid tendencies so I'm gonna do what I want to do. I'm starting this blog (that will probably end up being completely horrible with 0 views) and saying Fuck Off to all the haters that come my way. After all I deal with bullies all my life (on Twitter, Facebook, School, Work, Family) and I never backed down before, why should I now? So I'm shaking off my worries and my questionings and pushing myself to write down how I really feel. If I don't get any views then Oh Well. Life goes on. If I get some then I'll put on my Sombrero and party like I'm Lady GaGa.

Now here's the BIGGEST question. How do I start off my blog? I guess I could write down my confession, my life story but it would be long and utterly boring. I was born Texan, raised Oklahoman, and just started living on my own. Graduated from a 2 year college, has many siblings, relatives, and friends... and LOTS OF PETS!!!!! I work as a cashier and I am trying to act like an adult but all I wanna do is throw some slime in someone's face or sit at home with a Reese and watch Micky Mouse Club House. I just want to forget about groceries, rent, laundry, running out of toilet paper, dishes... and I HATE DISHES!!!!! But I can't I have to act like every other responsible 21 year old... I just wanna be a kid forever. Peter Pan, come get me! I want to go to Never Never Land! I'll be your Wendy!!!!
And as for my personality, for who I am, I'm not sure. I'm crazy, rebellious, hateful, dark, and evil (but not like The Joker... I'm not that crazy and evil) but then I can also be the sweetest person on earth and friendly and I would do anything for a friend. Hell, if a cat was stuck in a burning building I'd probably run in for it. Any animal, really. Well, maybe not an elephant. I'd probably be too busy wondering how the elephant got  into the house in the first place as it caught fire. Poor imaginary elephant. Moment of silence please.
But I'm not sure who I am. I mean is anyone really sure of who they are? Can you tell me straight up that you are the same person you were when you went to sleep as the person you were when you woke up? I can't. I KNOW I can't. When I'm asleep I'm a famous writer who is the beautiful girlfriend of Nathan Sykes and when I wake up I'm a Dollar Store Clerk. See totally not the same person. Plus, who I am yesterday is never the person I am tomorrow. I mature as I age, I become wiser and my opinions on things change or my feelings on things change or the way I feel like dressing changes. The point is I can't tell you who I am when I'm not sure who I am myself. 
So... How do I start off my blog?
Well, the only way I can think of doing it is by saying "Hi, I'm Olivia Green and these are my opinions on Everything and Nothing." Because truth is I have no idea what the hell I'm doing. 
So here's my question for you... Can you tell me who you are? and any suggestions on what to blog is welcomed.
My opinion matters... and so does yours!
Peace, Love, and all things worth blogging,
Olivia :)

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